Its hard

To think that there could ever be a man out there who would be willing to not only be with me, but also take on the task/ responsibility of what comes with being with me. I really feel like I'll be on my own. I dont need a man to define me but I would be happy to have the companionship and love and the willingness to go through lifes challenges with me. Even if some of those challenges arent their own. Maybe one day. Who knows