Wow

lol i accidentally signed onto my old blogger account and wrote onthat.. wierd.. anyway i was just saying that i have been a busy busy girl.. updates will be happening here and there.. yay fun.

how much

more emotional crap do i need to put myself through? really im just about done. i feel like giving up completely. i feel empty.

exhausted

There is just so much going on and so much to do. Im exhausted, all I want to do is sleep. I cant stand to go out anymore but I make myself do it. ugh

as much as i adore her

I think shes a fucking idiot... and no B this is not about you <3 totally about someone else..

Im curious.

That is all. :P

why

why did i even bother,
why did i even care,
you crept back into my heart,
and you left me with out a care.

you used me and abused me,
with out a single touch
there was nothing there.
I was your puppet.
you stood there

there was nothing there.

id rather not admit

that im a little hurt...